Random Observation/Comment #200: As a tribute to this 200th post, I will do a little happy dance. *Does the happy dance*. You didn’t see it, but it was actually performed. With the amount of time and effort I put into this blog, I think I could have written a book by now. Actually, a lot of the material is relevant to something like a Truth North self-help finding-ones-self type of book. I guess I thought about this whole book thing because I thought of a random goal to achieve in the next 10 years. I want to be on the Colbert Report. The only minor detail to this ambition is my need to write something relevant to current events and politics, publish it, and have it as a best seller. I guess before I can be a part of the Colbert Report, I need to be famous, and I’m wondering if that’s what I want. In my own little competition with myself, I probably just want to do something that sounds cool. “I was on the Colbert Report.” “That’s pretty badass.”
World: why are you filled with such bitter and sweet? There are days where you’re a living Hell and others that just make me believe there’s no Heaven because it can’t get any better. Of course, I would be naïve to think that the majority of good I see could replace, or compare with, the suffering around the world, but everything has its moments. I stay optimistic about you because you provide for me this medium of happiness. I see you as a container of mixed nuts – you’ll always have the cashews, but sometimes the almonds will sneak in with their dry texture and evil ways.
Unfortunately, it is our nature to see evil much more than good. Our criticisms just point out the mistakes because it makes good news. We see a molding piece of bread in a batch and tend to throw them all away in fear of contamination. And the weird thing is that it’s true. I’m not about to speak religion in any way, but morality and this notion of evil does spread in weird ways. It’s difficult to argue against the fundamental laws of humanity; the ones we find obvious, not by nurture, but by logic and understanding of our environment.
We want others to feel the same pain we feel when we’ve felt pain – I’ve seen this often with jealousy and violence. But will the cycle ever end? Does this mean we are allowed to make excuses for our own actions based on some general abandonment of hope? I’m brought back to a Michael Jackson song (of course, I must make a reference): Man in the Mirror. If you haven’t heard it, you should. “If you want to make a world a better a place; take a look at yourself and make a change.”
World – it’s not your fault that humanity is flawed. We’ve done some shit that we’re ashamed of, but there are moments of joy that make everything worth it. It’s how we muster the strength to defend what is important – we have that desire to make those good times come again. So World, can’t we all just get along? This could be a plea from one that is aware of eventual destruction in this insignificant creature’s life in the marvels of the universe, but just give us a little bit longer? I just need more time. Four months was not enough.
~See Lemons Sincerely Clementine